Into the Night
It engulfs me
Sometimes when I’m driving
At night.
Claustrophia
Wrapping its arms
Around my body,
Its hands clenched
Around my neck.
“Madness,” it whispers,
“Stop the car.”
But my foot is stuck
To the accelerator
So I roll down the window
Instead.
With a scream in my ear
It releases me,
The wind whipping past
Sucking the madness out
Into the dark night.
Oxygen rushes to my brain
And I laugh
At my foolishness.
‘Tis only then
That I realize
I passed the last exit.
Now I’m stuck
On this crazy freeway
Driving into the night
To God knows where…

Written in the mid 1990s. I experienced what I called my ‘year of confusion’ around that time where I wrote a lot of ‘where is my life going?’ and ‘what do I want out of life?’ type of poetry. Not a year I’d like to relive!
KJ said this on August 27, 2009 at 1:46 pm